Not long left now, but guess what? Its results day very soon.
(Sorry to break the news and remind you).
There's some of us, who are dying of excitement and who can't wait.
But there's those who are worried sick
And don't even want to go to collect them.
But with me, i just feel nothing at all.
I don't think i have a 'feeling' towards my results.
Yet, i had a nightmare about them today!
I don't know if i'm supposed to be thinking about them so much,
I tend not to though.
I think i have other things on my mind.
I am bothered about them. Don't get me wrong..
Cause i remind myself..
That if i don't get the results according to a strict admission policy,
Then i can't go where i want to go.
Now thats a very very big problem, well for me, anyway.
I've spent my whole life working towards these set of results.
I still do have back up plans,
But i have other, better preferences.
And i don't like thinking of back up plans.
I like to achieve, be positive and believe it can be done!
But like i said, i still think i don't feel anything towards them.
Comments
Someone wrote, in one their blog, that the legitimate Du'a of a fasting person just before iftari is never denied.
please dont do that.
apart from that. sounds a lot like a blog i wrote a couple of years back.
no point in worrying, just duahs right. and trust in Allah.
no need to feel like you need to feel something abt them.
BUUUUUT to make you jeaallouuuussss
our results day on the 16th!!
I hope i get an A* somewhere...they really are so pretty..those little a's..with a star next to them..i really like them.
Is it true? Is it kind? Is it necessary?
Yes, i will be just 'phyne' hopefully, i've done my best and i've tried my hardest, thats what counts, yet i don't want to sound over and too too confident either.
Back up plans are there for just-in-case situations. I like to be prepared and think of other routes, and be on the safer side. I dont want to be stuck in the deep end if things don't go the way i want them to, so i come up with other solutions, before hand. I think they're needed however confident a person is.
Results day for me is on the 23rd, A-Levels results day is soo much earlier. Jealous much. But in some ways i wish it was earlier. I just want to face it head on, and get it over and done with. The wait is just too long, and it seems to be dragging.
Lilly, InshaAllah you'll get more than one beautiful, pretty star next to your A. That would be totally a.w.e.s.o.m.e. and then Hummus would be proud of you!
Whatever happens, you have to remind yourself it is what Allah has deemed best for you. It might not be what you want or think is good but we don't know much do we! If you have back up plans then you'll be completely fine inshaAllah.
"How many people find fault in what they're reading and the fault is in their own understanding" Al Mutanabbi
the back up plan bit shouldnt have been in the quote. going to edit it now.
Is it true? Is it kind? Is it necessary?
Hmmm.. I still don't feel anything towards them. But I must say, this idea of getting results has been floating and occupying my mind for much of today and due to it, my concentration levels have fallen drastically. The things which were supposed to get done today, didn't get done because of these loitering thoughts. I asked my mother what she thought I should do and she said "Think of Plan B". I don't think that was the sort of answer I was looking for. Hey ho, please keep me in your duas. x
I hope you have a Plan C as well
Back in BLACK
Tis only the end of my first year, haven't thought that far yet.
Today I feel happy for the great news I have woken up to.
And messages I have been receiving with results.
For those a year older than me.
I feel so excited for them.