do you know about stages of sleep? there's deep sleep and not so deep sleep and we're suppose to put our alarms on during that "not so deep" sleep time coz its the best time to wake up

[they say sleep cycle - light sleep to light sleep - lasts on average 90 mins so we should put our alarms on at multiples of 90 and we'd wake up more easily]

anyway, when im going through light sleep (im assuming here), especially round morning time i can hear snatches of conversation going on around me; people on landing talking, siblings getting ready for school etc...

and i hate it.

i dont know if you've experienced this before, if yes, how dyou feel about it?

I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE ThIS I HATE THIS MY WHOLE BLOG GOT DELETED BECAUSE OF MY OVERSENSITIVE MOUSEPAD.

so, i was sorting out toys and emptied a toybox and thought it needed a wash. i was weighing whether i should do it or get someone else to do it or just stuff the toys in..then i decided to be a good human and not only opt for the washing but do it myself.

im washign the toybox in the bathtub, not being very care. so its making a bit of noise, banging the sides of teh bathrub and the water is going a bit everywhere.

i was suppose to write a blog about something that happened today, and i was about to write it straight after it happened but qadarAllah, itss been about 3 hours since then. had time to think abt things. still, the need to write a blog is there.

i have no idea if writing blogs about this is a good idea... this being epilepsy... wont it be just doom and gloom, wont that be NOT good for me?

you dont have to answer that question now, just have a look at my entries, and if you ever think i need to stop doing this, please let me know. because i just dont know.