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In today’s newsletter: Jerusalem’s most volatile site has again become a flashpoint, with Arab states and former Israeli officials sounding the alarm over Benjamin Netanyahu’s complicity
Good morning. In late July, Itamar Ben-Gvir, West Bank settler and far-right extremist minister of security in Benjamin Netanyahu’s government, joined a group of more than 2,000 Jewish extremists to storm al-Aqsa mosque compound, Jerusalem’s most sensitive holy site. The far-right group has been doing this for years. Ben-Gvir has made series of visits to the site over the last three years, eroding norms and inflaming tensions. Jordanian officials have recently warned that it could be at risk of an “imminent” Israeli takeover.
With national elections scheduled in October, and many eyes still firmly on Gaza (this weekend, Netanyahu rejected a US-backed 15 point plan for peace), the Israeli government appears to be racing to expand Israeli settlements and accelerate ethnic cleansing of Palestinians in the West Bank and East Jerusalem before its mandate expires.
UK politics | Sadiq Khan has called on the government to commit to revamped climate action and to reduce the UK’s reliance on oil and gas, as the UK endures a summer of drought, wildfires and heatwaves.
US politics | The US Senate voted to confirm Todd Blanche as attorney general in a win for Donald Trump, who will now have his one-time personal attorney sitting atop the nation’s law enforcement apparatus.
US-Israel war on Iran | Iran has issued tough new demands for reopening the strait of Hormuz, as a deal to open the strategic waterway remained out of reach on Saturday.
Russia-Ukraine | Up to 50,000 North Korean soldiers will be deployed in Russia, Volodymyr Zelenskyy has said. On Saturday, Turkey called for a “moratorium” on attacks by Russia and Ukraine in the Black Sea after a series of strikes on civilian ships there
World news | The alleged leader of the Kinahan organised crime group was extradited from Dubai on Sunday and met by a huge security operation in Dublin, marking the end of a global game of cat and mouse with European, US and Gulf authorities.
Wednesday | A partial solar eclipse will be visible across the whole of the UK, with the south-west of England getting the best of British views. Parts of Greenland, Iceland and Spain will experience a total eclipse.
Thursday | Clacton-on-sea residents will vote in the byelection Nigel Farage triggered last month, with the Reform leader taking on 33 mostly novelty candidates. Results are expected early Friday.
Thursday | The Office for National Statistics will publish UK GDP figures for the second quarter of 2026.
Continue reading...Rod Liddle: the hater and his luvvies
A man directs a racist crowd to the home of ‘invaders’ in Thetford. Rod Liddle, former editor of the BBC’s Today programme and then columnist first for the Guardian, then the Spectator, the Sunday Times and men’s magazines GQ and Arena, died last Sunday aged 66. Rod Liddle as a columnist was a dreadful bigot who took a sneering tone towards a standard set of right-wing hate targets: Muslims of course, transgender people, ethnic minorities generally, the chronically ill. When I could still be bothered to read his poison, I responded to some of his writings targeted at both Muslims and people with ME, the neurological disease that leaves sufferers housebound and, at worst, bedridden and paralysed and in severe pain over years. When his death was announced, it prompted gushing tributes from the expected right-wing media figures (Boris Johnson, Fraser Nelson) but also from feminists whose disdain for transgender people he shared (Julie Bindel, Kathleen Stock, Rosie Duffield). Katharine Birbalsingh, who styles herself Britain’s strictest headmistress, posted a tribute tweet featuring Liddle sticking two fingers up to someone or other, something children got punished for when I was one. Zoe Williams, a Guardian columnist who knew Liddle in the 1990s, noted that back then, his columns mostly poked fun at himself and others like him; by the end of his life he was “an attack dog for the race-baiting right”. Peter Oborne wrote about Liddle’s racist “true legacy” at Middle East Eye.
A lot of the people who turned out to celebrate his passing and ridicule those paying tribute rehashed the same one or two facts about him; the conviction for beating a girlfriend and a Guardian piece saying he could never be trusted to be a teacher because he could not stop himself getting sexually involved with teenaged pupils. Both these things are from 20 years ago. The unremitting racism and contempt hurled at other right-wing hate targets continued for long after. Amid a tribute by Kemi Badenoch, the current Tory leader, the Spectator reprints a poem from 2012 called “A Poem for the Met”, on “some of the people enriching our lives”, the poem being a litany of negative stereotypes of every known ethnic minority (except the Jews, of course) and none of the good stuff. This is the essence of what makes someone a racist: being quick to see people of other ‘races’ (in as much as there is such a thing as a race) through negative stereotypes or the few negative news stories you’ve heard about them, without considering that most are just decent ordinary people living decent ordinary lives; it doesn’t require blind hatred or the use of derogatory racial slurs. Robert Jenrick, former Tory cabinet minister and now Reform MP, claimed he “said the unsayable truth years before anyone else would come close”; in Boris Johnson’s tribute, he praises Liddle for his “genius, week after week, for finding the point that was obviously true but notionally unsayable, and then saying it with such zing as to cause maximum offence – and to all the right people”. In fact, he punched down, week after week, attacking powerless ordinary people rather than the wealthy and powerful, and did so in very much mainstream magazines and newspapers. Typical of the modern Right: always complaining of persecution, of being ‘cancelled’, while enjoying ample media exposure and no consequences.
Media personalities have a history of excusing or at least being silent on the misdeeds of others in their profession. When the matter of Roman Polanski’s flight from justice having been charged with rape in 1977 was in the news after he was arrested in Switzerland, Whoopi Goldberg famously opined that his actions were not “rape rape” (according to his victim’s testimony to the grand jury, it actually was). The R&B scene was noticeably quiet when two of its leading lights, Chris Brown and Robert Kelly, were charged with violent offences against women; many of them knew they would rely on the two men’s production skills or connections in future records. Many of those paying tribute said that, despite having been the focus of his contempt, found him to be kind to those he actually worked with; this fits the pattern of media types clubbing together despite disagreements over not only politics but behaviour as well, but they fail to understand that what someone writes is part of their behaviour, and part of their character. Whether they really believe it or think they are cocking a snook at someone or other or just doing it for the LOLs, as suggested of Liddle (and his racist writings under a false name on a Millwall FC fan forum suggest otherwise), it has an effect on other people’s lives if hatred is being peddled on the pages of political magazines or newspapers on a daily or weekly basis. When hate goes mainstream, it means people’s lives get difficult, people get beaten up, their houses and businesses vandalised or burned, or they are murdered. The Right understands this when people call racists racist and a politician is murdered; do they really not understand it when they portray every minority as gangsters, terrorists or drug smugglers week after week and mobs of men show up to burn people out of their houses?
Two particular tropes of the right-wing response to Liddle’s death were that “the be-kind mob” (or a name to that effect) was being the vilest and most unkind after someone had died (this was repeated in a number of tweets and articles by various people including a few big names [1], [2]), and that the Left as usual was incapable of seeing anyone other than in Manichean terms of pure good or evil; for example, see this barrage of silly straw man arguments by Andrew Doyle:
When a famous right-wing, straight white male dies, if your first instinct isn’t to gloat and trash his reputation then you clearly have no idea what it takes to be a progressive.
The death of Rod Liddle is currently being celebrated by all of us on the right side of history. And because we announce our pronouns and wear keffiyehs, we can refer to him as a scumbag who deserves to burn in Hell and everyone will know that we’re actually incredibly compassionate.
It’s a matter of simple mathematics. The population is divided into two factions: those who are good and those who are evil. Every time an evil person dies, the proportion of good people increases. Ergo, by dying, Liddle has made the world a gooder place.
To be fair, I’ve come across a certain type of activist that will not tolerate any disagreement with their particular ideology and will write you off as some kind of bad person, but for the most part people are capable of working with and getting on with those with differing opinions, for the most part. It’s a right-wing stereotype that “conservatives only think socialists are wrong, while socialists think conservatives are evil”; this does not play out in everyday life (and the observation about the Right simply does not apply to many calling themselves conservatives in this day and age, especially in the US). In my campaigning life over the past twenty or so years, I’ve made common cause with people who don’t share my opinions on a lot of other things: Muslims belonging to different schools of thought, some of them very hostile to each other, communists, pacifists and others in the anti-war movement, people who share none of these views in ME and anti-austerity campaigns, old Thatcherites in the anti-Brexit campaign and yes, conservatives and supporters of unsavoury Middle Eastern and Asian regimes in the pro-Palestine and anti-genocide campaigns of the past few years. People often show one side of their character to some people and a completely different side to others (ask anyone who worked with Dennis Nilsen or Antoni Imiela); the reason many of us thought Rod Liddle was a nasty piece of work was because of what he wrote. We did not need to deal with him personally to know that. Writing like his makes the world a generally nastier place; it makes people meaner, more suspicious of and less tolerant to each other.
Open racism used to be a career ender, even in the Tory party. Britain has become a more racist place over the past 15 years or so. British Twitter in particular has become an open sewer of racism — people calling for ‘remigration’, using ‘diversity’ or ‘enrichment’ as terms of contempt, constant examples of the misdeeds of non-whites but none of white people’s, constant complaints about pretty much any sign that non-white people exist or what they are ‘getting’ — and the mainstream media increasingly follows suit. Over the past two years, violent racist mobs have descended on towns on many occasions, causing riots in response to real or rumoured misdeeds by real or supposed immigrants (or their mere presence, as seen most recently in Thetford) while politicians tell us they have “legitimate concerns” even if they are going about it the wrong way. It has become safe and fashionable to be racist, and increasingly dangerous to be anti-racist — at best silly and naive, at worst dangerous and radical, and to call someone racist results in accusations of ‘hate’ and of inciting a “pile-on”.
Rod Liddle was not a genocidaire. He was a racist, however nice he was to his colleagues at the magazines he worked for. When any famous person dies, there will always be aspects of his or her behaviour exposed that they had tried to keep hidden or which could not be talked about when they could still sue for libel and had deep pockets: the crimes of Jimmy Savile, for example, while an open secret during his lifetime, were only openly talked about when he was dead. Sometimes the revelations are positive: after the death of George Michael, tales of his generosity surfaced, such as paying off a total stranger’s debts. It’s only to be expected that when someone who made the world a worse place, a more hostile and even violent place with his bigoted writings dies and is the focus of gushing tributes from people who should know better, there will be pushback and people will talk openly of his true legacy.
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Far Away [Part 22] – The Raid
Trapped in a deadly mountain pass, the caravan fights for survival as Darius faces his greatest test yet.
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Empty EyesThe pass had narrowed until our caravan stretched into a long column that wound like a great river snake along the curving mountain road. The air was thin and bitingly cold. Longwei, Meilin and I were stationed near the rear of the caravan, beside wagon forty out of fifty. Longwei rode ahead of me, his weathered face grim beneath his fur cap. Meilin was behind, one hand resting near the hilt of her dao, her eyes roaming constantly over the cliffs above.
The front of the caravan was completely out of sight, far ahead and around a bend. Jagged cliffs hemmed us in on both sides, their gray faces pocked with caves and dark fissures that seemed to watch us like empty eyes. We carried our own scents with us: mule sweat, leather, and horse dung.
There was no calling of crows or hawks, no bleating of mountain goats, no adhaan or cooking smoke echoing up the mountainside from a distant village. The world was silent but for the hoofbeats and creaking wagon wheels of our caravan.
It wasn’t only me who was unsettled. Conversations had lapsed. No laughter sounded. Everyone had their eyes fixed on the caves, as if hordes of demons might pour forth at any moment. Riding easily on Belly’s back – he and I were like one creature at this point, we knew each other so well – I rubbed my hands together vigorously to warm them.
To break the tension, I quietly recited my favorite of Memdooh’s stanzas:
I ride from a northern land
curved sword in my hand.
I’m young but I’m hard
for I’m a caravan guard!
Belly flicked his ears, appreciating the enthusiasm in my voice. Heck, he probably knew the stanza himself by now.
“Boy,” Meilin hissed, “if you recite that poem one more time, you and I will duel again. And I won’t go easy this time.”
I chuckled at this. She’d dislocated my finger and bruised me from head to toe last time, and that was going easy?
Sergeant Karim came toward us, riding slowly along the length of the caravan, studying the heights instead of the road ahead. A brass signal horn hung around his neck, and his face was grim. Every so often he would point with two fingers.
“You. Tighten your helmet.”
“You, fasten that chin strap.”
“Shield on your arm, not your saddle.”
The guards obeyed without question. Men checked sword belts, adjusted bowstrings and settled helmets more firmly upon their heads. One teamster began humming nervously to himself until Karim silenced him with a glance.
“Keep your eyes open,” Karim called. “No one wanders. Stay with your wagons. If the horn sounds, you know your positions.” He continued toward the rear of the caravan.
The merchants instinctively drew closer to their teams. Guards loosened swords in their scabbards and rested their hands upon bow grips. Even the horses seemed to sense the tension. Ears flicked back and forth, nostrils flared, and more than one animal tossed its head uneasily.
Belly gave a low nicker. I reached forward and rubbed his neck. “I know, buddy. We’ll keep each other safe, like we always do.”
“Belly talking to you again?” Meilin asked. “Maybe you can get a bird to scout for us, like Prophet Sulaiman.”
A little later Karim returned from the rear.
The Tea House“Care for a cup of tea, Sarge?” Meilin joked. This was a reference to the wagon we were guarding, which we colloquially called the Tea House, because it carried a small quantity of jade, several chests of silk and paper, and a great many crates of tea. Riding alongside, the scent of the tea drifted toward me, sweet and pleasant, strangely comforting amid so much unease.
He grinned, knowing that Meilin’s joke did not take away from her attention to her duty. “I’m holding out for Persian chai,” he replied softly. “They make it with saffron, rose and cardamom. No more talking. Listen for my horn.” A moment later, he was gone, moving forward.
The Tea House was pulled by four mules in tandem, two lead mules and two wheel mules nearest the wagon. The wheel pair supplied most of the braking and steering, while the lead pair provided the extra pulling power needed on steep grades. I had learned all of this on the journey, mostly from Longwei, who seemed to know something about almost everything.
I rode up beside the driver’s bench.
“Cover yourselves with the heavy blankets,” I told the driver and his young apprentice. “And keep a firm hold on the reins. Something’s coming.” I couldn’t have said how I knew this, but I was sure of it. I was discovering that I had good instincts for this kind of thing. My father’s training, perhaps.
The drivers glanced uneasily at the cliffs, then reached beneath the bench and spread thick wool blankets across their shoulders.
As for the two merchants responsible for the Tea House goods, they sometimes rode on horseback alongside their wagon, but today they had chosen to remain inside. Hearing my warning, they hurriedly pulled heavy quilts over themselves and crouched low among the cargo.
I fell back into position. I pushed my helmet more firmly onto my head, tightened the chin strap, and rested one hand on the hilt of my dao. My eyes searched the caves above while my other hand absently rubbed Belly’s neck.
“Steady, boy,” I murmured, and he flicked an ear in acknowledgment.
Cattle HornFrom somewhere far forward and above us came a high-pitched trumpeting sound. It was definitely not Sergeant Karim’s brass horn.
“What is that?” I called out to Longwei.
He glanced back at me. “Cattle horn. Not ours. Something’s happening.”
From the front of the caravan, a horse screamed. The sound was faint but unmistakable.
Now Karim’s horn did sound. One long blast, and one short. The signal for “attack at the front of the caravan.” From behind and around me, guards spurred their horses into a gallop, surging forward. I gave Belly a little kick with my heels as well, but instead of quickening the pace, he stopped dead.
I groaned. “Not now, Belly, please.”
“Darius,” Meilin snapped. “What are you doing? Let’s go.”
I knew that kicking Belly harder would not produce results. Instead I leaned forward to whisper in his ear. Then I froze and cocked my head.
“Wait!” I called out to Longwei and Meilin. Memdooh was riding past, and he paused as well. They circled back to me. Meilin’s face was flushed with excitement, Memdooh’s with what was likely fear, and Longwei looked entirely unfazed.
“What is it?” Longwei demanded. “You heard the signal. Get your damn horse to move.”
“It’s not that. I heard something from the rear. I think they might hit us there.”
Longwei glanced to the rear. There were no guards remaining back there except the six who formed a permanent rear guard, headed by Corporal Jian.
“I see nothing,” he said, but his tone held a note of doubt. “Jian carries a horn as well, he can signal if anything happens.”
I looked up sharply toward the caves at the rear of the caravan. “There it is again.” A cold knot formed in my stomach.
“What?”
“A rock falling.”
Longwei glanced irritably at the cliffs. “We’re in a mountain pass, Darius. Rocks fall. And I didn’t hear anything.”
“Neither did I,” Meilin admitted.
“My hearing is better than yours,” I said quietly.
The sound of fierce fighting drifted to us from the front of the caravan.
“It sounds bad up there!” Memdooh exclaimed. His voice held a note of panic. “We have to get up there or we’ll be whipped for dereliction.”
“I’m telling you,” I said, “an attack is coming at the rear. Those six men will be overrun. And what about the Happy Wagon? Gulnur is alone and defenseless.”
The third wagon from the rear was Kuangren and Gulnur’s matrimonial wagon. Some of the guards had painted flowers on it, and we had come to call it the Happy Wagon. Gulnur had fallen ill to some kind of flu, and was asleep back there. I knew these things because it was my job to know. All of us knew the status and contents of every wagon in our sector.
“How can you know that?” Longwei’s tone was irritated and angry.
“My gut.”
Meilin studied the cliffs above the rear of the caravan. The wind tugged at her hair. Somewhere up front, another scream echoed off the mountains. Finally, she nodded. “I trust the kid. Besides, there are plenty of guards up front. What if something does kick off back here?”
Longwei stared at her for a moment, then muttered a curse beneath his breath. “Wonderful,” he said. “We’ll all be whipped together.”
Rear AttackWithout another word, the four of us turned our horses and started toward the rear. We had not gone fifty paces when another cow horn bellowed from behind the caravan, loud and terrible, echoing through the pass.
Longwei stopped so abruptly that his horse reared. “Damn,” he growled. “The kid was right.”
“Heaven preserve us,” Meilin whispered.
The attack came all at once. Volleys of arrows poured forth from the small caves in the cliff. Corporal Jian toppled from his saddle without a sound. A mule shrieked and collapsed in the road, shafts protruding from its neck.
“Darius,” Longwei said softly, “remind me never to doubt your ears again.”
Men boiled out of the caves like soldier ants. They came on foot with wild cries, bounding like goats down the steep slope, wielding either short lances, or short, curved swords that looked much like my dao.
The four of us charged into the storm.
Three of the rear guards were down now. One of the surviving guards was struggling to free his leg from beneath his fallen mount while the other two fought desperately beside the last wagons.
The attackers numbered at least fifty. They scrambled down the slope in loose groups, shouting in a language I did not understand. Even in the midst of battle, I found myself struck by their appearance. The Afghan men were handsome – tall and lean, with high cheekbones and fierce eyes of blue, green, and amber. Their clothes were patched and faded, their boots worn nearly through. There was something hard and weathered about them, as if the mountains themselves had carved them into what they were.
At the rear of the attackers stood a middle-aged man with streaks of gray in his beard, shouting orders and pointing with his sword. Beside him loomed two enormous bodyguards carrying axes.
As we passed the Happy Wagon, Kuangren and Gulnur both stepped out. I’d thought Kuangren was on duty, but he must have been looking after his wife. He looked ridiculous in a nightshirt with no trousers and leather slippers, yet carried his bow and a fat quiver of arrows. His wife wore a long robe, and despite her pale, sweaty face, she too carried her bow.
From somewhere, Shah appeared. He was a big guard, tall and powerful, with bulging, muscular arms that threatened to tear his sleeves open. He carried a giant broadsword and could bash a man’s skull in even with the flat of the blade. I was happy to see him.
OrdersLongwei took one look at the battlefield. “Wedge formation!” he roared. “Straight through the center! Break them apart!”
My eyes roamed quickly over the battlefield, and I shouted, “No!”
Longwei wheeled toward me, astonished.
“What?”
“Kuangren! Gulnur!” I pointed at the gray-haired elder at the back. “Target the leader! Longwei, Meilin, flank them! Longwei, go right, Meilin, left. Kill the bodyguards, then attack from the rear. Memdooh, find high ground and empty your quiver. Check your lines of sight, don’t hit our men. Shah, you’re with me. We’re going up the middle. I need to get to Jian’s horn.”
For a moment, no one moved.
Longwei stared as if I had lost my mind. “Boy, know your place,” he growled.
Meilin looked from me to the Afghan commander and then back again. “Do as Darius commands!” she shouted. “You have your orders!”
Longwei looked like he’d been stabbed in the back. His eyes darted from Meilin to me, and I saw rage there. But he did not argue. He and Meilin rode in opposite directions, evading the oncoming force, and moving fast.
Trusting the men to do as I’d ordered, I plunged into the battle with Shah at my side. We had a huge advantage because we were mounted and the Afghans were not. Belly was steadfast, obeying the slightest pressure from my knees, and sometimes moving exactly where he needed to without prompting. We were surrounded by the deafening tumult of battle, but for all Belly cared, the noise might as well have been the sighing of the wind through a stand of eucalyptus trees.
Beside me, Shah cut men down as easily as a gardener might prune a thorny tree. He wasn’t even breathing hard, and I heard him chanting, “SubhanAllah wa bihamdihi, SubhanAllah wa bihamdihi, SubhanAllah wa bihamdihi.”
Two Shorts and One LongA burly, middle-aged Afghan with a tangled beard like a juniper bush swung an axe at my midsection. Axes were much harder to block or parry than swords, and I didn’t try. I pulled Belly back just enough to let the axe swing by, missing me by the width of a pinky finger, then leaned forward and put my dao into his throat. I kicked him off the weapon, slipped an upward jab by a gangly youth of twenty or so, and lopped off his arm.
Corporal Jian lay before me. An arrow had pierced his chest. His black eyes stared blankly upward. He’d dropped the brass horn, and his outflung hand stretched toward it, as if he had been about to blow it when he fell, and had been reaching for it until the moment of his death.
I dismounted and closed Jian’s eyes. Then I lifted the horn, raised it to my lips and blew two short blasts and one long. The signal for “attack at the rear of the caravan.”
For just an instant, the fighting seemed to pause all around me, like a dragon taking in a deep breath before blowing fire. Some of the Afghans uttered what could only have been curses. Then the dragon blew, and the fighting resumed.
Unfortunately I’d drawn attention to myself. A half dozen arrows winged my way. I dropped to the ground, snatched up a fallen shield and covered my head and neck. Most of the arrows missed. One bounced off the shield. But one pierced my left calf. I cried out in pain but there was no time to worry about it. A shadow loomed behind me and I turned a split second too late as a big Afghan came charging at me with a lance in one hand and a sword in the other. An instant before he reached me, an arrow entered his neck, and he crashed to the ground beside me. I looked around and saw Memdooh, standing atop a boulder, another arrow already nocked into his bow. He was pale and clearly terrified, but he grinned at me, and I grinned back. He’d saved my life.
Again, just to be sure, I raised the horn. This time I took a deep breath and blew as hard as I could. Two short, one long. Then I hung the horn around my neck, leaped back onto Belly’s back, lifted my dao and plunged into the fight.
A Belly BiteA hand seized my boot and yanked.
I pitched sideways in the saddle, suddenly looking down into the furious face of a blue-eyed Afghan who was trying to drag me to the ground. I twisted, bringing my dao around, but before I could strike, Belly wheeled sharply and sank his teeth into the man’s shoulder.
The Afghan screamed. Belly shook him once, violently, like a dog worrying a rat, then flung him backward.
“Good boy!” I shouted. “You gave him a Belly bite!”
Belly pinned his ears and surged forward, apparently outraged that anyone had tried to steal his rider.
Men came at me from every direction. I did not kill everyone I faced. A man thrust a lance at me, and I parried the lance and slid my dao up the shaft to his hand, slicing his hand neatly in two. He screamed and dropped the lance as blood fountained from the hand. But he would live. I parried a sword stroke, slashed the attacker across the chest, then ducked as a lance passed over my head. An arrow whispered past my face, and I felt a hot sting along my cheek, followed by sudden wetness. When I touched my face, my fingers came away bloody. The arrow had only grazed me. But there was no time to be relieved.
My Muslim BrotherA young Afghan came through the press directly toward me. He was perhaps twenty years old, tall and lean, with fierce hazel eyes beneath a dark turban. His cheeks were sharp, his beard only beginning to fill in. He raised his curved sword to strike and shouted, “Allahu Akbar!”
Simultaneously, I lifted my dao to block and cried the same words: “Allahu Akbar!”
I froze.
Of course I knew the Afghans were Muslims. I had heard the adhaan in their villages. I had prayed beside them, eaten their bread and listened to their imams recite Quran. Yet until that moment, the men attacking us had existed in my mind only as raiders.
This man is my brother, I thought. My Muslim brother. The thought hit me like a stone from a catapult. He was a young man who performed his salat just as I did. Who bowed toward the same qiblah. Who perhaps had a mother waiting for him in one of these mountain villages, or a wife who had packed food into his satchel before he left.
Panic rose in my throat like bile. How could I kill him? A hadith of the Prophet, one I had learned from Ahmed, rang in my mind: “Insulting a Muslim is wickedness, and fighting him is kufr.”
Kufr! I could not fight this man. I could not kill these people. The young man lunged at my midsection. I barely twisted aside in time. His blade passed so close that it scraped the leather of my belt.
“Wait!” I shouted, but he paid no attention. “As-salamu alaykum!” I tried. Yet the man brought his sword down toward my head. I raised my dao into an umbrella block. Steel crashed against steel above my head, the impact jolting through my shoulders.
I did not counter. I could not bring myself to. My eyes darted from side to side, searching for some route of escape. Men fought all around us. Horses screamed. Dust filled the air. There was nowhere to go.
Was there a chance the man spoke Uzbek? “Aka!” I cried. The Uzbek word for brother. Yet the Afghan attacked again, anger and confusion in his hazel eyes. Perhaps he could not understand why I refused to strike. His sword swept toward my ribs.
I leaned away and parried late. The edge sliced through my coat without touching flesh.
He recovered instantly and raised the weapon for another blow.
I had no choice. Sooner or later one of his blows would get through. I feinted toward his head. When he lifted his sword to meet the false attack, I changed direction and drove the point of my dao into his chest.
His eyes widened.
For one terrible moment we stared at each other. The man’s mouth opened, but only a wet breath escaped. Then his sword fell from his hand, and he collapsed beneath Belly’s hooves.
Tears spilled from my eyes. If the man did indeed have a wife waiting for him back home, she would find only bitterness returning. Why had he made me do that? I wanted to climb down, kneel beside him and somehow undo what I had done. But even at my young age I knew that death is the one thing that cannot be undone. You can apologize to a man for insulting him. You can make restitution for hurting him. But death is a road that enters a dark cave and disappears from view. When you kill a man, you take away everything he will ever have.
The RetreatLife, on the other hand, is a sea that at times lifts you up, and at other times crashes down upon you, and you either swim or drown. Another Afghan rushed me, and I cut his belly open. He might survive with help. A second came from my left, and I struck him across the temple with the guard of my dao, knocking him out. A third threw his axe at me, and I ducked it. It was as if half of the attacking force had suddenly decided that I was the main obstacle between them and success. Another man swung a sword at my leg. I blocked it and sliced upward. He leaned back but the tip of my sword caught his chin, cleaving it in two.
As quickly as the wave slammed into me, it receded. The fighting had become scattered. The Afghans were no longer advancing. A few continued to press, while others glanced behind them or began backing toward the caves.
“The commander is dead!” Longwei shouted. “Their commander is dead!”
I looked toward the rear of their force. Longwei and Meilin stood near the gray-bearded leader’s body. One of the hulking guards lay facedown nearby, an axe still gripped in one hand. The other was sprawled on his back with Meilin’s dao buried in his chest. As I watched, she put a foot on his chest and pulled it out.
A shudder seemed to pass through the attackers. Then they broke and ran.
Some fled up the slope toward the caves. Others ran down the road or leaped among the boulders, abandoning weapons and wounded comrades. The surviving guards cried out in triumph and started after them.
A Wagon“They have a wagon!” someone shouted.
I turned.
A narrow trail branched from the main road behind the last wagon, descending steeply between two walls of stone. I had not noticed it before. Four horses were pulling one of our covered wagons down the trail at a reckless pace, the wheels bucking and bouncing over the uneven ground. Afghan men ran beside it, perhaps twenty of them, pushing at the rear and clinging to its sides.
The trail led directly toward the mouth of a great cave.
For a heartbeat I could only stare.
Then I looked around me, trying to understand what remained of the battle.
Perhaps thirty Afghans lay dead or wounded along the road and among the rocks. I was personally responsible for maybe ten of them. Several of our own guards were down as well. Longwei and Meilin – both breathing heavily, their clothing streaked with blood – stood over the bodies of the commander and his bodyguards. One side of Longwei’s face was purple with bruises. Meilin’s hair had come loose, one sleeve had been torn away, and one arm hung uselessly at her side, probably broken.
Memdooh lay curled beside the boulder from which he had been shooting. He clutched one leg while moaning through gritted teeth. A short sword lay near his hand, its blade red. He had fought even after he ran out of arrows. He had held his ground.
Gulnur lay on the ground beside the Happy Wagon.
Kuangren knelt over his wife in his nightshirt and slippers, his bow forgotten in the dust. He had gathered her into his arms and was rocking her, pressing his face against her hair. I could not tell whether she was conscious. Her robe was stained with blood.
Shah alone appeared untouched. The giant stood amid the bodies with his enormous sword resting against one shoulder, breathing as calmly as if he had merely finished chopping wood.
What to Do?Men were looking at me. I still wore Corporal Jian’s horn around my neck. I had given the orders. Now the rear guards, the merchants, even some of the teamsters watched me, waiting to be told what to do next.
I had no idea.
Should we pursue the wagon? Tend the wounded? Secure the remaining wagons? Send men into the caves? The enemy was fleeing, but they might be drawing us into another ambush. Memdooh needed help. Gulnur might be dying. The surviving Afghans could regroup at any moment.
My thoughts collided uselessly in my head.
Then hoofbeats thundered up the pass. Sergeant Karim came charging around the bend at the head of a mass of mounted guards. Among them was Weili, her bow at the ready. Dust rolled behind them like smoke. Karim’s sword was red with blood, his armor dented, and the brass horn bounced against his chest as he rode.
Relief flooded through me so strongly that my knees nearly gave way.
River FlowThe sergeant reined in so hard that his horse skidded sideways in the dust. He took in the scene in a single sweep: the dead Afghans scattered across the road, Longwei and Meilin standing over the bodies of the commander and his guards, the wagon careening toward the cave, the horn hanging from my neck, and the men looking to me for orders.
His gaze settled on me.
“Recommendation?”
For a moment, I simply stared at him. My left calf felt as though someone had thrust a hot poker into it and left it there. Blood soaked my boot. My cheek burned where the arrow had grazed me. The world tilted strangely, and I swayed in the saddle.
Recommendation? Was he insane? I was sixteen years old. Half the men around us had gray in their beards. Sergeant Karim himself had fought in a dozen battles before I’d ever picked up a sword. Why was he asking me?
Then something happened inside me. The panic and pain vanished, and everything slowed. The screams, the dust, the clashing steel, the cries of the wounded – all of it receded into the distance. My mind became perfectly still, as clear as a summer sky. For the first time that day, I fell into River Flow.
From my perch atop Belly’s back, I pointed with my dao.
“Archers! Target the men running beside the wagon, not the horses! Weili, take the driver! Someone find Arslan! Get him here now!” Yes, I knew Arslan was a man with a problem. And he’d seduced Weili away from me. But he was the only man capable of bringing the wagon driver down at long range, and that was all that mattered.
“Shah and I will pursue the wagon,” Longwei called.
I turned to Karim. “I don’t know if you want that.”
“Do you want that?”
Entrusting me with such decisions was ridiculous, but – still in River Flow – I went with it.
“No pursuit!” I shouted. “Archers only. No one leaves the road.”
Karim nodded once, as if everything I had said were entirely reasonable. “Move!” he roared.
The surviving archers hurried into position. Memdooh, still lying beside the boulder, struggled upright and reached for his bow with trembling hands. I grinned fiercely at that. Courage was not a battle-hardened warrior who killed without emotion. Courage was this wounded young man, climbing to his feet to carry out his commander’s wishes. He might not be much of a poet, but he had the heart of a lion. Allah protect and preserve him.
Weili vaulted onto a rock overlooking the trail and drew an arrow from her quiver.
The wagon was perhaps two hundred paces from the cave.
Their Dirty Secret“Loose!” Karim shouted.
Arrows hissed through the air. One of the Afghans running beside the wagon spun and collapsed. Another pitched forward beneath the wheels. A third cried out and clutched his thigh. But the others kept running, pushing at the wagon and shouting to one another. Weili, tasked with shooting the driver, missed, her shot going wide. It should have been an easy shot. I’d seen her shoot better on her worst day.
“Again!” I shouted. “Fire at will!”
A second volley flew, and a third. Another three men fell. The driver still sat hunched on the bench, lashing the horses onward.
Weili drew, exhaled, and released. Her arrow sailed wide, striking the rocks behind the wagon. She nocked another arrow, drew farther this time, and released. Again she missed. The wagon pulled farther away every second. It would soon be out of range.
“Where is Arslan?” Karim bellowed.
“I’m here!” Arslan arrived disheveled and panting, his hair plastered to his forehead with sweat. He looked as if he had run half the length of the caravan. He carried his massive bow in one hand.
Karim pointed furiously at the fleeing wagon. “The driver! Bring him down!”
Arslan lifted his huge bow and pulled, but I saw that his arm trembled, and he was not able to draw the arrow all the way back to his cheek. He loosed, and the arrow fell short. He cursed, grabbed another arrow and shot again. This one fell short as well.
The wagon was almost at the cave now.
Longwei spurred his horse forward. “Sarge, let me pursue. We can still catch them!”
“No!” Karim roared.
Longwei wheeled back in disbelief. “Why?”
Karim pointed toward the yawning cave. “There could be a hundred men in there. We will not risk any more guards for one wagon. Darius already gave a command on this.”
“Darius,” Longwei muttered, and spit. No one else argued, and we watched helplessly as the last of the Afghans disappeared into the darkness. The wagon vanished after them, swallowed whole by the mountain.
For a long moment, no one spoke. Karim’s eyes moved from Weili to Arslan, then to me.
I knew why they had failed. I knew their dirty secret. But I said nothing about that. Instead I said, “If anyone is to be whipped for disobeying orders it should be me. It was my call to move to the rear.”
This Is War“We’ll talk about that later,” Karim said. “What’s next?”
I swallowed, then called out. “Medics! See to the wounded. Our wounded first, then the Afghans.”
“Almost right,” Karim said. He called the chief medic over. “Our wounded only. Do not touch the Afghans.”
“But they’re Muslims,” I said.
He studied me. There was a newfound respect in his gaze. He didn’t seem angry about the loss of the wagon. Some part of me realized that none of this was new to him. He’d done all this many times.
“I’m no religious expert,” Karim said, “but being Muslim doesn’t mean we sacrifice our lives to their greed. We have limited medical supplies, and a caravan to protect. We will be on the move very soon. The Afghans can return for their own dead and wounded. This is war.”
He began to give orders to load our dead onto the wagons. I realized that by “very soon” he meant right now. He meant to get the caravan moving again immediately.
It was becoming harder to think. The crystal clarity of River Flow faded, and the pain rushed back into my body. My calf felt as though it were on fire, and my cheek too felt hot, as if I’d been slapped very hard.
Someone was saying my name. I looked down. At some point the shaft of the arrow had broken off – I hadn’t even noticed – but the arrowhead was still in my leg. Blood streamed from the wound and ran down Belly’s side. The mountains spun around me, and I swayed in the saddle. The dao slipped from my fingers, and I felt myself falling.
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Jordan is convening an emergency meeting of foreign ministers from the Arab and Islamic world over what it says is an “imminent” threat of an Israeli takeover of the most important Muslim site in Jerusalem, with the potential to “trigger a religious conflict”.
The meeting on Wednesday – and the Jordanian warning – follow an escalating pattern of government-backed incursions by Jewish religious extremists on the compound around al-Aqsa mosque and Dome of the Rock, in violation of a status quo treaty overseen by Jordan’s Hashemite monarchy, by which only Muslims can pray at the site.
Continue reading...‘It’s not about the Qur’an, it’s about the money’: how boys of five are forced to beg on Senegal’s streets
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In a bare, gloomy room on the beachfront at Saint-Louis, in the north-west of Senegal, dozens of young boys sit on a concrete floor chanting verses from the Qur’an, surrounded by fishing boats and piles of rubbish. It is early in the morning but the children have already been up for hours, not to study but to walk the streets begging for food and money.
Every day, these talibés, or students of the Qur’an, join thousands of other boys, some as young as five, on the streets of the city in search of a piece of baguette, a handful of rice or a few coins. They beg not just to fill their own stomachs but also the pockets of their Qur’anic teachers, or marabouts.
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Continue reading...The BBC’s rain mirages
A wildfire at Arthur’s Seat, Edinburgh Here in Europe we’re in the middle of a disastrous hot summer. In the UK it has not been as severe as in France, where temperatures around 45ºC have been recorded and there are large wildfires blazing, as there are in Spain also. We have not seen the record temperatures we saw a few years ago — mid-30’s rather than reaching 40º. But we have seen four heatwaves since May where temperatures were in the mid-30s and more worryingly no rain to speak of since the second heatwave in June, and wildfires burning in the Cairngorms, a national park in Scotland, and in a heathland nature reserve in Suffolk. Typically in the UK, a summer heatwave meant a few warm days followed by a thunderstorm and torrential rain; these often occurred around the time of the Wimbledon tennis championships, and matches having to be delayed or suspended because of rain was a common occurrence (on one well-known occasion, Cliff Richard gave an impromptu solo performance when play stopped). What’s more aggravating about this summer’s weather is the poor quality of weather forecasts, particularly from the BBC, and in particular, forecasts of days of rain that simply never comes.
Last week, the BBC’s weather app was forecasting several days of rain for next week, starting from 4th of August. I took screenshots of it at work, near Hounslow (I live in New Malden, a few miles to the south-east of there). On the 27th (Monday), the forecast was of six solid days of rain starting from the 4th (Tuesday).
48 hours later, the drizzly Tuesday and wet Wednesday remained, but after that it would be dry until Sunday.
As of this morning, all six days are forecast to be dry.
The detailed forecasts show between 10 and 30% of rain on Tuesday, Wednesday, Friday and Saturday but this could mean the odd shower here and there or indeed nothing. This has happened three or four times this summer: forecasts of several days of rain for a week or so in advance that evaporates in the days leading up to the days in question; sometimes there is a brief shower here and there but more often it just means a cloudy or slightly cooler day. (Earlier this week, we had some dramatic clouds and a few places got rain on days that were forecast to be dry.) I have noticed it here and there the past few years, but it’s most noticeable during a long dry summer and it also happened several times during the 2018 dry spell. My suspicion is that weather forecasts are based on outdated models that rely on data from the climate of the past. As anyone can see, the climate of 2026 is not that of 2016, let alone the decade or century before. It’s a different beast entirely.
Between 2018 and 2025, the BBC relied on a Dutch private forecast agency, MeteoGroup, for its forecast data; last July they announced that they were reviving their partnership with the Met Office, which they had been using before 2018, though their website still gives MeteoGroup and not the Met Office as a source. The Met (meteorological) Office has a weather forecast page of its own (MeteoGroup, now owned by the US company DTN, does not), and I looked at their forecast for the same days. They only have a detailed seven-day forecast; forecasts for further ahead than that are in a drop-down box and are in much more general terms about the whole of the UK, not a specific area. Their forecast for the ten days beginning 5th August reads:
A generally rather changeable period looks likely, with many places likely to see some much needed rain or showers at times but also some more sunshine. Initially, some rain or showers will affect many parts, this heavy and possibly thundery in places. After a drier, brighter few days, further changeable or unsettled conditions may develop as we head towards mid-August. This may be due to frontal systems moving in from the Atlantic or thundery plumes moving north from the continent or a combination of both. Temperatures will likely be a little above average overall, and there is the potential for some very warm or hot and humid spells, especially in the south, although perhaps not the heat we have seen in recent weeks.
This is a far cry from a purported detailed, localised forecast for a week or more in advance, which is what is on the BBC’s weather page and app with no indication that it’s an extrapolation from a very general Met Office forecast that is peppered with likelys and maybes. The BBC must stop doing this; not only does it give people false hope, it also makes it less likely that they will use water carefully as they believe the drought will be ending very soon. For a supposed public service broadcaster, this is the opposite of public service.
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Du’as for Happiness: Finding Joy Through Daily Adhkar
In an age of affirmations and self-help mantras, Islam offers timeless du’as that cultivate happiness, contentment, and trust in Allah.
Happiness and the Source of GoodAs public awareness of mental health issues increased in the 2000s, professionals and influencers have recommended affirmations or mantras to foster a sense of well-being. You wake up in the morning and repeat positive sentences. You ‘manifest’ the best things so you capture energy from the verbalizations.
However, Islam, fourteen hundred years ago, already gave us daily du’as: our morning and evening adhkar. Here are a few of these du’as, and how we can internalize them in our pursuit of happiness.
Happiness has to come from the source of all that is good: Allah. Happiness is also a subjective feeling, and psychologists have even commented on how humans can convince themselves of happiness through things like cognitive reframing. So the combination of these two: a desire to be happy, and seeking happiness from Allah, is built into these daily adkhar. It’s important to remember that the value of these phrases is not from the rote uttering, but from believing them wholeheartedly with every repetition.
Du’a No. 1: “I Am Pleased With My Lord”
Our ruh, our soul, was not created for this fleeting world; it was destined to reunite with Allah. In this temporal realm, there will always be a tinge of sorrow, a wave between moments of grief and joy. Because, eternal, pure, unadulterated happiness lies only in our meeting with our Maker.
“There is no Muslim who says, in the morning and evening: ‘Radaytu billahi Rabban wa bil-Islami dinan wa bi Muhammadin nabiyyan’ (I am pleased with Allah as my Lord, Islam as my religion and Muhammad as my Prophet), but that he will have a promise from Allah to make him pleased on the Day of Resurrection.” [Sunan Ibn Majah #3870]
An easy way to make this adkhar a habit is to connect it with a task: I’ll start saying it when I open the ground coffee, or as I make my bed. Repeating this du’a, as we prepare breakfast or commute to work, slowly transforms us. We begin to realize our contentment: we, whom Allah has guided, we, upon whom He has bestowed His mercy, are indeed content with Allah as our Lord, His Messenger as our Prophet, and this religion, in all its beauty and wisdom. We, who may not understand every commandment and every test, but still strive, are content with this world view and content with Allah.
Du’a No. 2: “Allah Is Sufficient”The Prophet ﷺ advised us to seek solace by reciting: “Hasbunallah wa ni’mal-Wakil” (Allah is Sufficient for us, and He is the Best Disposer of affairs).” [Riyaadh as Saliheen 409]
Since the footage of Gaza flooded our phones, we’ve seen first hand how strong this phrase is. We’ve seen it said by the father holding his beheaded child, or the brother carrying his martyred brother, or the mother finding her child’s burnt flesh. We’ve heard it over and over from the strongest of our ummah. So shouldn’t we, with our ordinary daily struggles, say it even more?
When we relinquish the reins of our lives to Allah, acknowledging His supreme control, we experience an unimaginable freedom. We give every moment to Allah, trusting that He is the Best Disposer of our affairs, from the mundane to the monumental. “And Allah is the best of planners.” [Qur’an 8:30]
I used to be afraid of driving, but a Christian woman once told me: “Every time I get in the car, I ask Jesus to take control of the steering wheel, so while I’m driving I know he’s got me.” I never thought of my fear that way, so now I repeat this du’a and have full faith that Allah has it all under His control and I just have to have trust.
Because who can write your story better than Allah, the All-Knowing, the Most Gentle, the Mutakabbir and Al-Musawir? Your story, woven with both joy and sorrow, might at times feel like an arduous journey, marked by trial after trial. But it is not a tragedy, it is a happily ever after, because your story does not end in death. Your story ends in an eternal Paradise where endless conversations await with your Maker and those you cherish. In Jannah, the love of Allah surrounds you, “Indeed, Allah loves those who rely upon Him.” [Qur’an 3:159]
This trust in Allah’s perfect plan is a sweet surrender: He promised you Paradise, and you gave yourself to His plans.
Du’a No. 3: O Changer of HeartsAnas narrated: “The Messenger of Allah ﷺ would often say: Ya Muqallibal-qulub, thabbit qalbi ‘ala dinik‘ (‘O Changer of the Hearts! Strengthen my heart upon Your Religion.)’ So I (Anas) said: ‘O Prophet of Allah! We believe in you and what you have come with, but do you fear for us?’ He said: ‘Yes. Indeed the hearts are between two fingers of Allah’s fingers, He changes them as He wills.'” [Jami` at-Tirmidhi #2140]
Allah is the maker, molder, and owner of our hearts. Often, sadness is a state we fall into, and we allow ourselves to remain there, sinking deeper until it seems impossible to climb out. We bury and wallow in our sadness. Our bodies then follow suit, lethargically, and getting out of the hole is much harder once we dig into it.
If we remain sure in our faith, the rocky moments in life won’t shake us. You won’t suddenly stop praying. You won’t stop reaching for your Qur’an. You’ll only keep going, keep asking, and keep hoping for an eternal akhira, over a life filled with issues. This happens with a strong heart, and a strong heart is a gift from Allah, if only you ask for it consistently.
So when the bad days happen, and when you can’t seem to get a break, and each test keeps coming: you just tell yourself, this is the life of this world; what would it be, if not filled with hardship? Jannah is coming ~ a better and everlasting life is coming.
ConclusionOnce we get into the habit of daily adkhar, it becomes so natural that even on rushed days, or relaxing days, we feel incomplete without them. We do not need the daily affirmations of the new wave of pseudo science. We already have these du’as in our sunnah, taught by the Messenger ﷺ, and directly given from Allah. Your Creator knows you best, and knows exactly what you need.
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Female Scholarship In Islam: A Living Legacy [Part 1]
Female scholarship is not a relic of the past, but a living tradition that continues to enrich, guide, and strengthen Muslim communities around the world.
Historical FactIn the realm of Islamic scholarship, female scholarship is sometimes defined as Islamic teachings that are transmitted by a woman scholar or female student of knowledge with an unbroken chain stretching all the way back to the Prophet ﷺ. This has always been part of our Islamic heritage. The earliest and most famous female scholar is none other than our Lady Aisha bint Abu Bakr (RA), the youngest wife of the Prophet ﷺ. She narrated over two thousand hadiths over the vast spectrum of sacred law.
A Common MisconceptionThere is a troubling misconception in some circles that female scholarship is now a thing of the past, and no longer what it used to be. There is a claim that there are not many female memorizers of the Qur’an, fiqh teachers, experts on hadith, and so on. Nothing could be further from the truth.
Female scholars exist. Not only do they exist, they are busy teaching. Many female scholars are doing the incredible work of raising their own families throughout their seasons of life, and teaching and learning along the way with the support of their husbands and/or families.
There are also female scholars who are unmarried, divorced, widowed, or don’t have children – what connects all of them is a deep love for Allah, His Prophet ﷺ and a passion for teaching and upholding sacred law. In both the Muslim heartlands all over the world and diaspora Muslim communities in the West, you will find female scholars and their students.
Connecting Women with Scholarship TodayWhat may be harder in this age of so much fragmentation is connecting female students with female scholars in person. However, the beauty of the online world is how much we can access female scholarship online. Rabata has recently launched The Ribāṭ university for women. There are other women-only resources such as Gems of Light, Jannah Institute, Al-Huda Institute in North America. Daar Aisha College is another example of a women’s-only Islamic centre in Australia.
There are also many institutions in North America such as Tayseer Seminary and Qalam Institute which serve both male and female students, and have male and female teachers, as well as Isra Academy in Australia.
In Malaysia, where I am based, alhamdulilah, female scholarship is very much the norm. Masjids are designed for women in the most thoughtful of ways: there are separate rooms outside of the prayer areas that are available so menstruating women can still attend classes to teach and/or learn, babysitting services during Ramadan during tarawih so mothers can concentrate and beautiful, large masjids with entrances for both men and women, including elevators and ramps for the elderly.
This intentional accessibility for women across all ages is a very strong contributing factor to the following: women’s Islamic education, women’s strong relationship with the masjid as an institution, and a training ground for young children to be accustomed to women’s presence and activity within the masjid.
I have never, ever, been barred from entry in any masjid in Malaysia, alhamdulilah, and I’m so grateful I have never had to enter a creepy back entrance to enter the women’s prayer area.
There are many brilliant asatizah and shaykhaat teaching in Islamic universities, private institutions, and schools. My children attend a local Malaysian government school and amongst their favourite teachers are the kind ustadhs and ustadhas. However, it’s not perfect here either, and there is always room for improvement.
The Reality of Female ScholarshipSome male scholars being unaware of female scholarship does not negate its existence. Many Muslims – both men and women – aren’t aware of the historical and ongoing legacy of female scholarship. It simply isn’t considered a big enough priority. There isn’t enough uplifting of female scholarship in general.
This is directly connected, in my opinion, to the fall of the caliphate and post-colonial brainwashing. Both of these disasters continue to have a direct impact on every single part of the Islamic reality, including awareness of and access to female scholarship. Shaykh Muhammad Akram Nadwi and his groundbreaking book “Al-Muhaddithat” is a must-read for everyone for highlighting the rich history of female Islamic scholarship.
Alhamdulilah, Islamic scholarship that we see today is directly connected to the contributions of past female scholars such as Aisha (may Allah be pleased with her) as well as present day female scholars and students of knowledge. Our deen is a dynamic one which responds to present-day realities e.g. the epidemic of secret second marriages, zakat scandals etc.

Dr. Mariam Sheibani
Female scholars have answers and invaluable contributions to these deeply problematic issues. Dr Mariam Sheibani has a brilliant research paper on secret second marriages Deceptive Debauchery: Secret Marriage and the Challenge of Legalism in Muslim-Minority Communities and many other brilliant publications.
Dr Deina Abdelkader, Dr Zainab Alwani and Dr Tamara Gray were amongst the female scholars who wrote the extremely important Dissenting Opinion to the Council’s Position on Zakāh.
Many, many female scholars and students of knowledge all around the world signed off on the Statement Against Abuse: The Female Scholars Network. We exist. We are here, and inshaAllah, we are not going away.
The Importance of Lived ExperienceFemale scholars offer something male scholars simply do not: the lived experience of embodying the deen, throughout all our different seasons of life. Female scholars offer girls and women of all ages the gift of understanding the correct application of sacred law in our daily lives. We also model study and career possibilities for our daughters, and normalise the pursuit of Islamic knowledge for our sons.
From the arrival of our menses in our teens, to the fiqh questions that come up when we are newly married or pregnant, to the grief that comes with pregnancy loss – these seasons of life can only be deeply understood by a female scholar who has experienced the same. These are all powerful opportunities to turn to Allah, and what better way than through the guidance of a female scholar who has walked that same path?
Not only do female scholars add to the rich tapestry of what Islam has to offer, but it is often a much safer option for children and women to study with them. We can no longer ignore the tragic realities of so many sexual scandals with male scholars. Only Prophets are protected from sin. The unquestioned power and authority given to male scholars in positions of religious leadership create environments ripe for abuse. Mohammad Saleem’s abuse of children is a horrific example. More recently, an imam in New York was arrested for molesting two young girls on the masjid property.
This is not to say that all male scholars should be treated with suspicion, but it’s important to be aware that abuse exists in our communities too and to put measures in place to prevent this from happening. Shaykh Danish Qasim and Danya Shakfeh, Esq. from In Shaykh’s Clothing have developed a Code of Conduct for Islamic Organisations and a contract to help safeguard Muslim communities from abuse. The use of contract law can hold abusers accountable, and dissuade potential abusers from thinking they can get away with it. These systems can be put in place well ahead of time e.g. doing background checks on every single potential teacher long before any children are harmed.
Although there are a minority of Muslim women who also abuse other women and children and enable male abusers, we have seen far too many reported incidents of male teachers who have grossly abused their power. The reality is that most abuse is not reported, so what we see in the news is actually the tip of the iceberg. Muslim communities worldwide need to continue having discussions and building awareness about abuse so we can protect our most vulnerable.
The Hurma Project is also an incredible resource, driven by God-centered academic research by Dr Ingrid Mattison and Dr Rania Awaad. Maristan also offers resources for mental health care for Muslims affected by abuse.
Real-World ImpactFemale scholars offer compassionate solutions for real-world difficulties that women face – challenging in-laws, inheritance squabbles, infertility struggles and bereavement, to name a few. When handled poorly by well-meaning but clumsy male scholars, so many of these issues can end up driving Muslim women far away from Islam.
This fatwa on whether or not a woman can work, at first glance, looks harmless. But how common is it in the West, especially, to find a women-only work space? What if she does not have male mahrams she can count on to look out for her? Limiting her access to work will not help her. Over, and over again, incorrect interpretations of Islam have led to devastating cruelty to women and children in the name of God.
This is why we need thoughtful scholarship that considers women’s realities on the ground within the Shari’ah to help establish a Prophetic society. The Ma’ruf Commons, led by Dr Mariam Sheibani, is a “research and education organization that develops programs and resources for Muslim communities to advance intentional learning, spiritual formation, and ethical practice, integrating religious values into both public and private life.” (Quote from website)
It is a brilliant example of traditional Islamic scholarship meeting contemporary challenges through the lens of deep Prophetic compassion and wisdom. Among the many resources Dr Mariam Sheibani shares include a brilliant paper by PhD candidate Samah Marei titled What Happened to Islamic Family Law in the Modern Era? There is so much nuance when it comes to applying Islamic law in the modern era, especially when Muslim minorities answer to Western secular legal system, or when problematic cultural norms conflict with Islamic law in Muslim-majority contexts.
A Still Valuable PerspectiveHowever, women scholars aren’t infallible and are also impacted by biases, including problematic cultural beliefs about women that have no basis in the Shari’ah. There are unfortunately some who also issue problematic fatwa. Despite this, it’s important to remember that female scholarship offers an alternative perspective that is still valuable and protective, inshaAllah.
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Germany's leaders say the Berlin Pride attack targeted 'all of us'. What utter hypocrisy | Fatma Aydemir
The queer community has lost resources and protection due to decisions made by the people now mouthing solidarity in public
It feels like a well-rehearsed script. First come the flowers, then the pious statements. One after another, mainstream German politicians have lined up to claim that the attack on Berlin Pride last weekend was an attack on “all of us”, “our values” and “our society”.
Except it was not. This atrocity in which a van was rammed into the crowd was, first and foremost, an attack on queer people. A vulnerable community that has been fighting for its rights for many decades; that, in recent years and all over the world, has increasingly been targeted by conservative forces.
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