Just Something I Wrote.

hey, i'm fifteen and i don't mean to worry you,
i've seen hate cuz of race, n death cus of money to.
i've always been let down, and you don't even have a clue,
so alone I need a friend cus the ones i have i loose.
Sumbody Gimme an angel, remember the one i had was you,
But since you left i ohnestly got nothing left to loose,
I'm ill deep inside and everynight i sit and cry,
You say you love me, But i dont wana hear lies.
I don't wana trust you, but can u blame me?
I was weak and feeble, well this is the same me,
But know i can stand up for ma own and i can save me,
I got enough so am proud of wat Allah gave me.
outside i see Other girls boast of their beauty,
Whats a face, when i walk past nobody sees me.
It's better like that, i'll be a ghost yeah.
you still won't see me wen am right there.
Nothings changing, But i'll be okay cus ima fight back,
Silently i'll find my place, cus i'll get my voice back.
so you keep smiling, and i'll put on a smile to,
I'll be there, quietly wen u need, how i like to.
I'll wipe the tears away wen your crying to,
when you wana stand u take my strength cuz your trying to.
Just look back, because i'll be right there,
If you wana notice me then show you care,
I don't wana trust you? maybe cus i'm scared,
If you leave me, i'm back to the same square,
start it all again, but i don't think i'll have strength,
It's a long race, and i wanaa run the length.
So if u plan to hurt me, maybe you shud think to,
Come and ask me, what i;ve bin through.
I don't need ur fakeness, trust me i'm true.
but u shud know, theres a huge difference between me and you.

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Why are you so grown up? (I don't mean any offence or whatever else - just a genuine curiosity).

 

No offence taken,

Because, i've bin through things that most people my age couldn't imagine going through & i guess alot of people older than me probably haven't aswell. so thats why.

 

And do you need to be grown up?

 

Need to Vs just are.

People be the way they be.

"For too long, we have been a passively tolerant society, saying to our citizens 'as long as you obey the law, we will leave you alone'" - David Cameron, UK Prime Minister. 13 May 2015.

You wrote:
Need to Vs just are.

People be the way they be.

Yep, but some people are because it's the way they cope with things right? So that is what I was asking.

 

i need to be, to be able to carry on with things
its just how i am and how i do things